Nov 30, 2007
Hi Everybody, please be patient with me until I get more familar with this sight. It seems to be a great thing people helping people as long as keep those cons away. Everyone has problems sometime or another. And when things seem so bad sometimes just to know that there is someone who cares, will listen, a friend. I know there are times expecially here lately I feel so alone. I am a 44 yr. old single mom of a 15 yr.boy. My dad passed away in May and I was always Daddys Girl. He worried about me till his last day here on earth. Sence his passing things and I do mean all things in my life have gone down hill fast. The finical strain is so bad I have never been in this shape in my life. Any way I am now having to move soon, I have a younger brother that is so diffent than me. We dont talk much. My Mother was last week diagnoised with cancer for the 3rd time last yr. in sept she has bladder cancer and done good till recently I stay with my dad and watch him die I really dont think I have the strength to do it with her. I am disabled with my back and neck. I like people sometimes think my heart is to big. I like helping others and ask for nothing. But when I could use alittle help or support thats what I get nothing. I try to not tell others my problems for alot of reasons my self esteem is very low. I just want to pay my bills and have a christmas for my son. Its december 1 and the first time that i dont have a clue on what or how I am going to get him something for X-mas witch is usally my favorite holliday not on to celebrate but because of the meaning of it that alot of people forget. If and when I can get things organized and back on track some I would be happy to do what I can for someone. I know how it feels and if even just a few get together and help someone they have made a difference in more ways than may realize. this is at my moms now but i will check reguraly now I know about this site and will talk to anyone who wants to. Bye for now.
